My heart tangles really tight, I feel heavy and my chest hurts. Anger and sadness conquer my being...can't hardly breath. Finally I crash down and break in tears, ednless tears. The reason? It's a pitiful reason...for once, I wonder, why can I be that girl that receives flowers or letters? Am I doing something wrong? For once... I want to be that girl that receive balloons. Just for once I want to be "that girl". My lashes feels so heavy, I can't barely keep my eyes open. Exhausted I surrender and close my, as I do my throat doesn't allow me to speak. My chest stays cold as if it was open by the sharpest razor...
Since when did my childhood slipped away...?
I remember enjoying the small things;
Laughing...
Running...
And the warm Sun brushing my face
When did it all go away?
Strange Emotions
Sometimes I feel empty
Sometimed I feel broken
Most times I feel hopeless.
The only thing that gets me trough
Is that someday
All my wishes will come true.
Sometimes I'm shallow,
And enotionless too,
But when I say "I love you"
I'll be saying the truth.
When I say "go away"
I really don't want you to leave
I just push you away,
So you may never see the real me.
In light there is darkness,
In darkness there is light ,
But if you see my both sides...
Would you mind?
The truth is...
I'm a coward,
A girl who thinks,
She's always a bother.
Someone who hides,
And do not seek for attention,
Who prefer to slowly fade away
A
My heart tangles really tight, I feel heavy and my chest hurts. Anger and sadness conquer my being...can't hardly breath. Finally I crash down and break in tears, ednless tears. The reason? It's a pitiful reason...for once, I wonder, why can I be that girl that receives flowers or letters? Am I doing something wrong? For once... I want to be that girl that receive balloons. Just for once I want to be "that girl". My lashes feels so heavy, I can't barely keep my eyes open. Exhausted I surrender and close my, as I do my throat doesn't allow me to speak. My chest stays cold as if it was open by the sharpest razor...
Since when did my childhood slipped away...?
I remember enjoying the small things;
Laughing...
Running...
And the warm Sun brushing my face
When did it all go away?
Strange Emotions
Sometimes I feel empty
Sometimed I feel broken
Most times I feel hopeless.
The only thing that gets me trough
Is that someday
All my wishes will come true.
Sometimes I'm shallow,
And enotionless too,
But when I say "I love you"
I'll be saying the truth.
When I say "go away"
I really don't want you to leave
I just push you away,
So you may never see the real me.
In light there is darkness,
In darkness there is light ,
But if you see my both sides...
Would you mind?
The truth is...
I'm a coward,
A girl who thinks,
She's always a bother.
Someone who hides,
And do not seek for attention,
Who prefer to slowly fade away
A